Pearl Toosi achieved a milestone today and it was an emotional occasion for the star.
The actress and DJ announced her birthday on Instagram. She also expressed her own thoughts in her long notes.
As she walked down memory lane, Toosi said she started crying because she missed her late parents.
“I've been feeling a lot of big emotions lately…I woke up and immediately started crying…I'm grateful that my kids are already in school and they don't have to see me like this. But I'm so happy to feel that way. And maybe it's okay to cry on my birthday, because that's all the love I still have for my parents and want them to feel. ” Pearl wrote.
“Most birthdays I wake up feeling numb. I look forward to the texts and calls stopping, but today I feel everything…joy, sadness, excitement, love, hope, fear. How do I get a call from them? I miss my father's voice, heartbreaking and heartbreaking. But I can often feel it, even as I despair over the loss I've had to endure for so many years. I am still standing, tall and proud. Look, their deaths were not in vain,” she added.
“I'm not going to lie, crying feels strangely good. May this day always be a day to remind me of the strength and love I was given. The strength I carry with me. To my parents. I am happy to be able to bring new souls to Earth.
Giving birth and raising children is hard, but I hope it's worth it. We can only hope that Queen Sono and others who gave us many firsts will continue to inspire new generations and the next generation of change-makers on this continent. ”